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My relationship with Edward was rebuilding...slowly. I think he wanted me to go faster, but I wasn't ready for it. I wanted, no needed, to get to know him again. The Edward I used to know was not the same Edward that I knew now. After we were done spending time at the hospital, we usually went back to the hotel that our parents had gotten for us. I would usually upload any pictures to the CaringBridge site that Alice had created for our twins, as well as post a little update on them. Sometimes Edward and I would go grab dinner and talk. Those were the days I really liked being with him. Our conversation would be light and easy, and I felt comfortable with him.
Other times, however, Edward would say something that would upset me, and I would pull away from him, or shut myself in my room for the night. Maybe it was juvenile of me to do that, but I hated when he did this. I hated that he wanted me to forget everything that happened and take him back with open arms. I couldn't do that. I needed to start doing what was best for me and the twins. Sometimes I wondered if being with Edward would just make things easier. But then I wonder if I would be happy if I were to just give in. At one point, this was all I wanted – to be loved by Edward and have a family with him. But the more I thought about it, I knew going back to him now, with this much hurt and betrayal between us, would be a mistake. I would be miserable, and even though I'd be with him, it wasn't good enough for me anymore. I deserved to be with someone who loved me and made me happy.