Sunday, February 27, 2011

There Goes My Life Teaser

So I feel i must apologize for the lack of posting here and as far as chapters go. RL has gone from ok to hell and back.

Here's your teaser.  Feel free to leave me thoughts.

My relationship with Edward was rebuilding...slowly. I think he wanted me to go faster, but I wasn't ready for it. I wanted, no needed, to get to know him again. The Edward I used to know was not the same Edward that I knew now. After we were done spending time at the hospital, we usually went back to the hotel that our parents had gotten for us. I would usually upload any pictures to the CaringBridge site that Alice had created for our twins, as well as post a little update on them. Sometimes Edward and I would go grab dinner and talk. Those were the days I really liked being with him. Our conversation would be light and easy, and I felt comfortable with him.

Other times, however, Edward would say something that would upset me, and I would pull away from him, or shut myself in my room for the night. Maybe it was juvenile of me to do that, but I hated when he did this. I hated that he wanted me to forget everything that happened and take him back with open arms. I couldn't do that. I needed to start doing what was best for me and the twins. Sometimes I wondered if being with Edward would just make things easier. But then I wonder if I would be happy if I were to just give in. At one point, this was all I wanted – to be loved by Edward and have a family with him. But the more I thought about it, I knew going back to him now, with this much hurt and betrayal between us, would be a mistake. I would be miserable, and even though I'd be with him, it wasn't good enough for me anymore. I deserved to be with someone who loved me and made me happy.

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Teaser - There Goes My Life Chapter 6

Be advised this is still a draft and could change at anytime, but here's Chapter 6 teaser:

“Believe Bella. She's just as confused as you, but rather than let it consume her, she's taken responsibility. All you had to do was tell her that you were going to support her and the twins. That's all she's wanted. It didn't matter if you were together or not.”

“Okay, obviously there's been a lack of communication on both sides,” Phil said as he pushed us away from each other and put space between us, “but now is not the time to play the blame game.”

“He's right,” Esme said. “Lets just wait for her doctor to come out, okay?”

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

There Goes My Life Chapter 5 Teaser


"You didn't forgive him, did you?" I bit my lower lip and looked out the window. "Bell, did you?"
"Yeah," I said quietly.
"Why would you do that? And so easily? He's hurt you so much!"
"Dad, you're the one who keeps saying you want Edward around and now that he says he's going to be, you're angry? I don't get it."
"Saying it and doing it are two very different things, Bella."
"So give him a chance."
"He's had his chances," he replied sternly.
"Dad –"
"I'm serious, Bells!” he interrupted. “That boy's only going to hurt you again and I'll be damned if I'll just sit around and let that happen."

Saturday, January 8, 2011

There Goes My Life Chapter 4 Teaser

Teaser below:

"Edward, would you like to feel?" Bella asked.
"Can...can I?"
I watched as Edward knelt in front of Bella. She took his hands and placed them on her belly. The silence in the room was broken by Edward's gasp.
"Feel that?"
"Wow. They really do that all the time?" he asked.
"Pretty much. But tonight they're really active since there was drama earlier."
"I'm sorry about the whole Tanya thing," Edward said.
"I'm not talking about that right now. It's Esme's birthday and we should be celebrating that."

Friday, January 7, 2011

There Goes My Life Chap 3 Teaser

Before I give the teaser, I just waned to say thank you for the reviews I've been receiving. You guys seriously make me smile when I read them. I"m so glad you all are enjoying it. 

Also, thank you to my pre-readers - you guys rock!

Here's your teaser:

"You feeling okay, kid?" Charlie asked.

"Yeah, just tired."

"I'm sure they'll let go home soon."

Edward's phone rang again. "Tanya..." he answered. "No, I'm at the hospital with Bella...No, I can't come over tonight...because she needs me here...fine, I'll call you later."

"I'm surprised you didn't bring her with you," I said.

"I thought we talked about her," Carlisle said.

“We did. But I didn't answer any of her other calls or text messages –"

"Just go, Edward! She's obviously more important then we are," I said.

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Fic Rec! Unloved Unwanted by content1

Happy New Year!

I thought I would start this off with a fic rec that has OWNED me for the last two days.

Unloved Unwanted by Content1

Abandoned by Edward and Jake, Bella runs away, right into the arms of danger and the Volturi. Can her new family help her heal? When the Cullens come back for her, which side will she choose, and who will win her heart in the end?

You can find it here on Twilighted

I love her version of newborn Bella - she's unsure, scary, fierce and loyal. She brings to light a different view of the Volturi, especially Marcus who may be my new favorite vamp character. They way she gives depth to Jane - lets us get a view of her world - it wonderful.

I highly recommend this fic.  Give it a chance and you'll be hooked. I know I was!


Sunday, December 26, 2010

There Goes My Life - Chapter 2 Teaser

Okay, so since Twilighted is taking approx 6 weeks to validate, I decided to just go ahead and post on ff.  I'll post the full chapter either Monday or Tuesday.

Here is Chapter 2 teaser:

"What part of 'come over by yourself so we can talk' did you not understand?" Carlisle asked over my shoulder.
"Sorry, she insisted."
"For goodness sake, Edward, grow a pair," I said.
"Pretty strong words for a knocked up, unwed teenage mother," Tanya said with a smirk on her face.
My anger took over, and I tore open the screen door. I wanted to smack her, but Carlisle pulled me back in the house. “Calm down, Bella. It'll be okay.”
"Baby, how long is this going to take? We're supposed to meet up with Em and Rose for a movie," Tanya whined.
"If you can't take this seriously Edward, then go," I said.
"Bella," Carlisle said.
"No, really! If he cared even one ounce, he would have come alone. But, oh no! He had to bring her."

Monday, December 13, 2010

There Goes My Life - chap 1 - teaser

SO! I've placed chapter 1 of There Goes My Life (formerly known as Alone) into the queue over on I'm so excited you guys! I think you'll really love the new changes and additions I've made.

So here's your teaser:

Bella took a deep breath, looked at me, then Alice, then Edward. "I'm pregnant."

No one said anything for a few minutes. I could hear Bella crying again behind me. Edward looked bored and was staring out the window. I felt like walking over to him and punching him for his lack of emotion, but figured that wouldn't get us anywhere.
"You're...what?” Carlisle asked. His hands were gripping the back of the chair that Esme was sitting in.
"Are you sure?" Esme calmly asked.
"She's already been to the doctor," Alice said.
"Edward, what do you have to say for yourself?" Carlisle asked.
Everyone was quiet as we waited for Edward to say something. Five minutes passed and he still hadn't said anything. Instead he turned his gaze from the window to the floor.
"He said he didn't...want me," Bella cried. "He said I just ruined his life."

Tuesday, December 7, 2010


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